Twice Tempted

Okay so… I need to talk about my life for a second.
I'm very pregnant. I'm very tired. I keep fainting.
And I have never, not once, felt more wanted in my entire life.
Here's what nobody tells you about being loved by three broken, beautiful, absolutely feral men:
it doesn't feel chaotic.
It feels like coming inside from the cold.
It feels like someone finally handing you the remote and saying baby, you don't have to be in charge of everything tonight.
And then they put a ball gag in your mouth and you think —
yeah. Yes.
This is what healing looks like.
And no, I'm not taking questions at this time…